the last couple of days i have been processing the fact that it seems like we have this tendency to lean into God and to be so much more prayerful when there is some sort of pressing need or worry or concern...
in the last month cailyn and i have decided that we feel like God is calling us to seel our house, and so we are currently working through the final details of getting the house on the market, and it is certainly a stressful time to say the least...and with it comes a desire to worry for sure.
and in that worry, i find myself praying much more than i typically do. and i know it is good that i am praying about it, but what i have really been thinking about is what does this say about my prayers in the rest of my life. shouldn't i have that same connection and urgency to connect with the Creator of the universe all the time. not just when i feel like i need something???
i want to be seeking out a constant connection that brings an insane intimacy...not just when i feel like i have need....because God did not die so that i could use him...that, i am sure of...
i definitely don't know what this all means yet...and i am not totally even sure what my next step needs to be, but i do feel like God is putting some thoughts in my path, and for that i am thankful!
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